my wonderful mom :)

No one can change her position, no one can make the same as her
no one more beautiful than her. My mother, yeah she is. She is the most powerful wonderful and greatful woman I've ever known. I never think if my mother isn't like now, maybe my live has been crushed like no more hopes no more happiness no more laugh and even no more smile. I love you mom! I DO LOVE YOU until I release my last breath :')
here is my mother and I
She is beautiful, isn't she? She is absolutely and definitely more beautiful than me (of course) Thanks God for giving me this very beautiful and very perfect mom!

a madness friend :D

Almira Pratisadewi. Sepupuku yang gendut lucu dan imut (hueks) itu the only one cousin yang bisa bikin aku jadi 'mad/crazy/gila'. Paling ngga bisa nahan ketawa kalo udah ketemu. :D
Sekalinya ketemu tuh ya pasti kita langsung asik sendiri (iya ngga sih mir?) ah pokoknya ya mira itu THE BEST deh THE BEST. (JANGAN TERBANG LU MIR HAHA). I love you my cousin :)
Jadi inget waktu kita ke jogja sekitar taun 2003, pas lagi di mobil tuh sempet berantem eh begitu udah nyampe hotel udah baikan lagi hahaha. here it is,

When You Believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understand

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

Oh yes, there can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear, ohh
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will, how you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

I recently know

Positive Thinking. yeah. That's the main key of solving anyproblem. When you find out your self in a problem with some one, you have to be positive thinking all the time to the one that have problem with you. Be patient, do not force him or her to forgive you that time. She or he musn't have to forgive you at that time. why? because she or he needs many times to think and refresh their hurted heart. Kita harus bisa mengalah, teman. Mengalah itu bukan berarti kita kalah. Justru kita itu menang, kita udah menang dari emosi sama nafsu marah yang pasti selalu berasa kalo lagi ada masalah. Aku punya pengalaman soal ber-POSITIVE THINKING. Singkat aja, aku pernah punya masalah dan lama banget aku harus nunggu sampai akhirnya baikan juga. Selama itu aku nggak pernah ada yang namanya mikir yang negatif ke dia, dan ternyata tanpa terasa, keadaan nya udah balik lagi kayak dulu. Dan sejak saat itu, aku sadar kalo ternyata POSITIVE THINKING itu bisa membuahkan hal yang positif juga buat kita. I learn from my own experiences.